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Just you and IFriday, June 26, 200911:05AM - another friendship gone..so nikki and i are officially not friends. and i really believe that we will never speak again. maybe its for the best maybe not. its hard though either way. we were both in the wrong, she doesn't understand taht but its true. and we both said hurtful things. there's just too much damage there now. Saturday, November 29, 200812:57PM - how do you find yourself again?well idk what to do anymore. i feel like i was a whole different person before i started dating eric. i feel like he took everything good about me and changed it to bad. like i used to know who i was and now i don't. i'm lost. i wanna be that person again. but idk how to find the person i was. any advice? Sunday, September 28, 20085:58PM - days go by...i can feel em flyin like a hand out the window in the wind <3mmm i love hamburgers and tator tots. they bomb :) ha me and my gangster talk. okay anywho. i'm finally out of high school and bout to start college next semester at state. and i'll be there with sean and susie! whooooot. yay. and a few of my other friends. its funny how most of my friends have stayed the same..: nikki, susie, sean, amanda, whitney. but then i have my boyfriend corey and he's pretty much my best friend. well he's the one i talk to about everything. besides you nikki! lolz i have two beautiful nieces now <3 eva elaine (idk if i spelled the middle name right) and sarijah amora jade <3 i also have a handsome god son jonathan christian. he's the cutest baby boy haha. and he was my date to ihop! haha insider... ummm as of TODAY i'm FREE FROM DAIRY QUEEN!!!! praise the lord! hahahaha. and i'm soon to be working at starbucks <3 which i love starbucks so i'm happy. ya know its funny because the thing that made me update today was plunger girl's update. i feel bad for her to not even know...well nevermind hahaha. i'm sposed to stay quiet about that ^_^ lets just say i know a few things about her "perfect true love" that she doesn't. and i feel really bad for her because nobody really likes her :/ must blow. and she has to lie about the reason that we don't talk. in her update she said " we kinda went out separate ways" what it should've said is how she's too stuck up her lying, cheating boyfriend's ass to care. yepp. anyway. i just thought that was pathetic to lie about it. tryin to act like it was nothing. whata hoe. i love going on road trips to random places with everyone! its too much fun to type into one entry! hm i need to go see nikki's new couch soon!!! can't wait to sit on it! :) well i think i'm done here. i must go spread my awesomeness else where...now hate on it. Current mood:  deviousThursday, June 14, 2007Wednesday, June 13, 20079:41AM - long long timewow long time right. right now i'm just bored and randomly decided to log on here. lets update. i'm still with eric <3. mmm i want some french toast! YaY! My mom's makin it. its finally summer!!!!! i need a new job because i quit my old one and i must save for the beach!!! This weekend should be fun me eric samantha and james are goin camping. i haven't been forever but it'll be fun with sam there. hahah none of us really wanna go except eric. we just aren't campin people haha but we'll go to make him happy :]. he's sleepin on the couch behind me as we sleep. hmmm i should take a picture ^_^. owww i have a mosquitoe (sp) bite and it itches like ahhh! yea. i miss my friends from skool like sean susie and everyone else from lunch. gahhh. even though its summer i still haven't really been able to sleep. i wake up almost everyday at 8:30. the latest i've slept so far is only 10. so maybe i'll start stayin up till 3 in the mornin again. hahah good times last summer. yea. um. i'm done. <3 Current mood:  boredSaturday, March 17, 20077:13AM - woooooooohoo.Ok update for like the first time in forever. I'm dating this great guy named Eric. He's awesomeeee <3 :] And um. I quit rotc the other day. I just wasn't doing anything in there anymore so i didn't see the point in staying. Nikki had a miscarriage (sp) a couple months back. It really sucked. Umm what else what else....well i'm about to go to samantha's drill comp. Well sometime in a few hours. I got a job. I work at blimpies in sc. Its pretty fun. Hmmm what else what else...well i can't wait until summer. I can sleep. I haven't been getting much sleep latley but hey i'll live. lol Uh idk what else to put so i'm just gonna go Current mood:  sleepyTuesday, May 2, 20064:57PMok so yea i got a letter from stephen t. today. kinda kool he doesn't hate me and he's doing good :) Current mood: boredFriday, March 10, 20065:13PM - this is the perfect song for what I feel like most of the time.....:(What Hurts The Most Current mood:  sadSaturday, February 4, 20069:39PMawww i just went through like my whole lj and read most of it. its so sad.....i miss last year so much too much. except the parts where there were fights and bad stuff. there was sorta a lot of that. but like in there there's joey and stephanie and they are gone. then there's like where i hung out w/ppl now i don't. steven's gone. all the other guys i dated don't talk to me either. well except izaak, and cam on here sometimes. it just sux to realize what i like lost. ya know. Current mood:  thoughtfulSaturday, January 28, 20064:28PM - by mariah carey"We Belong Together" Current mood: thoughtfulSunday, December 25, 2005Sunday, November 20, 200511:24AMLong ago Current mood:  confusedMonday, November 14, 20059:16PMwell today was fun. i stayed home so did samantha. cuz she didn't have 5th block and i didn't have to go so my mom took us to the mall. and we got to go to rio :) :) :) gotta love it lol then came here talked to casey and stuff. now i'm just bored wishin my ppl would get online. no one ever does anymore. grrr lol Current mood: thoughtfulMonday, November 7, 20059:43PMyea so i've been happy latley a lot. but like idk sometimes i jsut get in these moods where somethin just doesen't seem right here. but idk....anyway. casey is great. we like are doin good and stuff. but i never get to see him really :( sadness lol but he might get to come down here on friday. hmmm lets see i'll be 15 in a week. hmmm i just feel blah now!.................................... Current mood: somethin doesn't feel rightSaturday, November 5, 20054:08PMhey ppl. well i just got back from walkin around dunbar and goin to the library and stuff. i'm bored pretty much now. goshhh i wish i could talk to casey but idk where he is. i mean he's at his grandma's but idk if he's there right now. i tried to call dwight but he did't answer i swear lol he only talks to me when there is a car show and he wants me to go!!! grrr oh well...i found somthin out today....it made me so sad....:( well now i'm just here my brother has bk and his other friend bobby over. i see bobby everywhere lol now here. well i'm gonna go bye Current mood: thoughtfulThursday, November 3, 20055:40PMi'm soo happy i love casey he's great. i can't wait to see him which will hopefully be this weekend!!! yay! i'm so hungry well sorta. lol well now i'm just on myspace and talkin to amanda. but i'm bored and waitin for samantha to call so we can go to wal mart and eat. :) i oh by the way samantha got her internet turned off again :( so she can only update from here or the library. so that sux totally yo yo! lol well i'm gonna go i guess. bye byez i love u casey!!!! *even though u won't be reading this lol* Current mood: kinda sad and happy Monday, October 31, 20054:52PMhey ppl. i'm so happy. i'm glad i found a bf :) this is the first one since july. wow. i didnt' date any of those guys i tlaked to haha. but this guys really sweet anyway :) he seems to care about me a lot. like he makes sure that i don't do drugs and tells me that i better get good grades cuz he doesn't want me to fail :) we talked on the phone just now. i was so happy :) i might be able to go to his house this weekend adn samantha u are comin w/ me. lol but we have to check w/ our parents first. well i'm gonna go Current mood:  i'm so happy!!!!!!!Saturday, October 29, 200510:24PM - happy!!!YESSS i'm so happy!!! i'm dating that boy now :) we talk a lot and stuff teehee. his name is casey by the way idk if i spelled that right but maybe its kc idk i'll have to find out. lol the judgement house was really fun. scary at this one part!!! lol yepp well tomorrow i have church. fun fun. haha i can't wait to see him again i hope its soon. :) Current mood:  lovedFriday, October 28, 200510:13PMmy day was pretty boring and bad at first i mean i was just bored and i realized some stuff. but then i went to the haunted trail!!! fun fun sooo glad i went!!! met a new friend :) he's really nice and cool and stuff. i might see him tomorrow too!!! yessssss Current mood:  happySaturday, October 22, 20055:48PMok so today was fun saw lots of ppl. hmmm samantha and me had her lil baby doll thing. everyone looked at us wierd. ahhhhh.....love sux...u think you don't love someone anymore...but then u realize ur wrong....and yea its so i can't even explain it. what i feel doesn't matter anymore i don't think but what can i do. so well hmmmmm can't think of anything to write. so i guess i'm gonna go. luvs and hugs.......... 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